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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

The lonely wait

The earth revolves,
And time evolves.
Sunrise, there never was
Only the moonless night i saw.

This might be the world in my heart
Waiting for the one to open it up
To bring sunrise into me
So that i will no-longer be
A lonely me

"Waiting me"

Till the end of time, I love | 11:11 AM

Friday, March 17, 2006

Time

Well this isnt exactly original.. but at least it allows those who nv see it before see it lo..

To realize the value of a sister, ask someone who dun have.
To realize the value of 10 yrs, ask a newly divored couple.
To realize the value of 4 yrs, ask a graduate.
To realize the value of 1 yr, ask a student who fail their final exam.
To realize the value of 9 mths, ask a mother who have juz given birth to a still born.
To realize the value of 1 mth, ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.
To realize the value of 1 week, ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize the value of 1 hour, ask lovers who are waiting to meet.
To realize the value of 1 min, ask someone who has juz missed a bus, train or airplane.
To realize the value of 1 sec, ask a person who has juz survived an accident.
To realize the value of 1 millisecond, ask a person who has juz won the olympic silver medal.
Finally, to realize the value of a friend or loved ones, lose one.

Time waits for no one, treasure time and treasure any moment we have with our loved ones or friends or anyone dearest to u...

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Till the end of time, I love | 5:27 PM

The story of the 4 candles

This is a story of the 4 candles...

Once upon a time, there were 4 candles, everyday they kept on burning and burning as if they have an infinite fuel to burn.

And one day, a child happen to hear them converse.
The first candle said: "I am PEACE, but i believe no one can keep me lit up any longer." And with that the flame on it diminished and went out.

Then the second candle when on: "I am FAITH, and i believe i am no longer indispensible, and it make no sense for me to be lit any longer." And with that, a breeze softly blew on it and the flame died out.

Seeing her friends die out one by one, the third candle spoke, sadly: "I am LOVE, I have got no more strength left to stay lit. People left me aside and dun understand the meaning of love. They clean forgotten about my importance and even forgot to love people who are nearest to them." And waiting no longer, the flame went out.

Unbearable, the child who was listening to the conversation open the door and said: "Why are the three candles Love, Faith and Peace not burning anymore?? They are suppose to burn till the end of time." Saying that, he cried bitterly.

Then suddenly the fourth candle spoke: "Dun you worry dear child, for i have not forsaken you. While i am still burning, we can re-light the other three candles. I am HOPE!" Then with eyes that shine with hope, the child took the candle and re-light the other three candles. And the candles of PEACE, FAITH, LOVE and HOPE started to burn together again.

With that i end my story on the 4 candles.. Never should the flame of HOPE go out from your life. While your are alive, hope will always be there and with that we can re-light the FAITH, the PEACE and the LOVE that we have lost.

Hope u have a nice time reading... to those reading, lets keep our flames of HOPE burning till the end of time shall we??

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Till the end of time, I love | 4:56 PM

Monday, March 13, 2006

CAMP GIT

after a great slp yesterday... now here i am blogging about it lor... this is a special blog... only once in a blue moon i will blog on topic like this lo... so muz read ar...

10th of march

it was a friday la... i woke up at 4 pm this day.. not naturally lo.. alex call me up to play dota.. else i will still be in my swt swt lala land... dotzzz...
ok so back to i woke up... and do my usual stuff la... then play dota.. then went for a jog after a game... so that i wont fall back to bed.. else i wont be at the camp lo...

>>>>>>>>>> fast forward>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

i reach the centre... then saw gawin and geraldine there already... i said hi and then geraldine says... wah... u like wearing uniform leh... every friday wear this t-shirt and this shorts.. my reply was.... isit... ... cuz i was too lazy to think of a reply.. then aunty norin came telling me that i was the camp commander.. then i juz said ok... ... ... was still too blur to realize wat was going on lo... then 7.45 and all the children started to come in la... of course all the volunteers are there le... so i went into the conference room and wait guiding children to sit on the floor...

finally at about 8 all the children has come and i start my camp com speech
welcome them and blah blah blah... ok end of speech and then we "feng pei" them in to different groups.. since i was a first timer in camp com stuff for children so i wasnt sure wat to do to attract attention from the children la... luckily... Nicholas was there and he was nice enough to teach me the "CHILDREN ARE U OK!!" and the reply from them shud be "ALRITE!!" haha it was a nice tool to use lo they sure get attracted de..

finally everyone settled down and i left the stage to jasmine and cai rong.. to play their ice breakers... then after which it was the all awaited night trail... hahahaha... we went to pasir ris park for the night trail la... where they played some qn and answering game... wah i gotta praise eug and jen lor... their group "PALS" really super fast in the game la... they were the first to complete everything... and came back.. the second group was 30 mins behind them can... omg... really sheng... ok next came geraldine and cairong's "JOVIALE" and then jacq and nichola's "FRENS" and last came pl and manfred's "JEU" gawin was suppose to lead them la but since he was the org-ser for the game so pl took over... ok so we finalise the score while the group leaders taught their groups cheers... >>>>>>>>>>>> fast forward>>>>>>>>>>>

ok then it was supper time... this was really OMG can.. i was happily giving out some cakes la then suddenly i heard "wah alvin has ate 3 cakes" then all of us was there omg-ing lo... cuz alvin will become hyper if he ate anything swt lo... okok so he was hyper after that... details i shant say...

back at the centre... we gathered them at the conference room and shahri and aunty norin gave them some short lesson while we were outside role playing lo for the next days act..

finally shahri finish his lesson and the children went to bed... we planning on not slping... went to do our stuff la... i was using the com as usual to draw a ger with paint lo... but i was so tired i could not draw out the gers body no matter how hard i try... then we ended off and played card games...

geraldine pl eugene and cr was playing amongst themselves while me jacq gawin jen and manfred was playing amongst ourselves... i felt we like left nicholas out la... felt bad though now that i recall... anyway back to card games... we played dai di first la... so after a round of dai di... we move on to ass-hole dai di... wah this was when all the fun and laughter starts la...

next we went on to bluff... it was a game more on truth than bluff lo... wth... everyone was saying the truth... and the best part was... the thick stacks of cards was circulating around la... and jacq could not take it anymore she starts her laughing spasm... so we decided to end the game and play bridge... and this was the start of the torturous night...

ok so bridge... first few games was ok... until the 5th or 6th game when jacq finally notice that no matter how many games we play.. i was always her partner for bridge la... and worse still kept on losing... cant blame me lo... all my cards was always lousy la... always on the min point lo..
or maybe cuz i am new to the game also.. and it was terrorising... i lost almost all the games
we played from 3 am till 7 am
so u can guess how many games we played... and the reason we played so long was becuz of jacq... she was not comfortable with losing lo and with me somemore... so she kept on asking us to cont the game... and finally when she won with me... we managed to catch like 5 to 10 mins of slp.. and then it was bridge again... ... ... ... ... ...

she decided that she wont stop till she paired up with manfred... so we play another few more games... then finally she paired up with manfred... but this time she lost... so once again she buay song and wanted us to cont lo... until finally she won... and jen me and manfred ask eug pl and nicholas to play... haha we were traumatised la...

11th march

it was day 2 of the camp.. jen went in and gave the children some nice morning exercise... then after that i break them for break fast while the rest of us went to prepare for the station games...

station games was the most sian for me lo... though i was the camp com... i had nth much to do lo... kinda reminded me of my floater days... hahaha... i walked around to the different groups and finally went back to the centre... and sat on the floor with PALS and talk to them lo... cuz they were waiting for the 3rd station "the maze" i sat and sat and finally dose off la...
dunno until when when i woke up... i saw CR and geraldine lo... they told me i was aslp and their group tried all means to wake me up lo... but i was still slping... haha... to tell the truth i had no idea they were trying to wake me up lo... i did not hear anything... kkz then it was the last game everyone gathered and played the water bomb throwing game... and after that... we went back to the centre again lo.. for the act
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ok... end of everything le... gave out the prizes to the individual group and the best camper and joker of the camp... then it was saying bb to the kids... after that eug came walking in to the conference room with a cake... and we started singing happy bird-day song to jen lo... cuz 12th march is her birthday mah... which was yesterday la cuz now when i write this thing is already 13th... and then she blow the candle and cut the cake... omg lo... the cake she cut until dunno wat la... anyway... i didnt care la heee cuz i was slping lo... and i did not wake up till eug call me up lo to eat the cake... haiz sounds like a pig lo slp and eat nia... kkz so all ends well and we packed to go home lo...

i went home together with jen and cr on the train la... then tamp.. cr alighted and left me and jen.. we talked abit and then simei and she left then i told myself not to slp lo... but i still slpt...
and when i woke up.. i head paya lebar... i was there omg-ing lo... i stood up and sqeezing thru the ppl and out of the closing door lo.. haha and then came the train bound for pasir ris so i took it and went home...

kkz ending... it was a not bad git camp lo... for me la.. since i was a camp com... first time mah... but i felt quite bored lo at times... haha i felt abit guilty though towards nicholas cuz we sort of always left him out... eh ppl... lets try and make frens with him yar... heee.. kkz end le... hands damn suan can... type continuously for almost 45 mins... ciaoz

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Till the end of time, I love | 12:06 AM